Zero-x-Yuki-club

Taking a deep breathe I tried to forget her. With the gun pointed to my head i tried to loose all consciousness of her. The guilt I felt would forever feel like I   wasn't  trying hard enough to save her. Cocking the hammer I slid my finger onto the trigger. Maybe she was better off. She couldn't come to love the monster I was becoming. She was my saviour and now she was gone, there was no one to save me now. Her smile was the only thing that would raise me and now I was falling without the net I had come to know. The feeling of her heartbeat against mine was now a distant reminder of the past and what was to never again be. With a