FarewellTaking a deep breathe I tried to forget her. With the gun pointed to my head i tried to loose all consciousness of her. The guilt I felt would forever feel like I wasn't trying hard enough to save her.Cocking the hammer I slid my finger onto the trigger.Maybe she was better off. She couldn't come to love the monster I was becoming.She was my saviour and now she was gone, there was no one to save me now.Her smile was the only thing that would raise me and now I was falling without the net I had come to know.The feeling of her heartbeat against mine was now a distant reminder of the past and what was to never again be.With a
Winter of Destiny I can still see that look in his eyes, the look which has been with me the whole time when I left. His hatred for me is beginning to grow from the inside. And when the time comes, will he be able to release all of that hatred? When he finds me? I do not wish to think that, but lately, that is all I've been thinking about is when he will find me and if he finds me. I don't want to end our path like this. I don't want to see anymore blood being spilled by the people whom I've cared about. I have been secretly been hidden away from the rest of the vampire world. Kaname thinks that I'm not ready to be s
Winter of Destiny pt 2 We stood as we stared at each other for the longest moment. We were only a few inches away from each other. I had my gun still pointing at the ground where I shot that Level E. Her expression is all there. I started to move my feet a little more towards her way. She didn't even flinch or even tried to run. She stood there as if nothing else mattered. I could end her life here and now. I wanted too. But somehow I couldn't. I felt my arm being raised up from its position. Then the next thing I knew, the gun was in front of her, pointing at her. But still, she didn't move. I could just pull the trigger
Far Away- ZEKI Chapter 3So far away... yet close- Chapter 3Alone yet again. My face is sullen, my throat is parched and my eyes are low. I tryed to grasp my blood tablet box that's in my coat but my body wouldn't budge. It's hopeless, is joy really that impossible? I am still trying to compute what happened the day before.*flashback*I sing and sing with my heart, I haven't sung since I've been awakened. I never been so happy. But yet again, something disastrous has to happen. "YuuuuukkiiiI! I know you'll be sad but... Zero's in a coma!" My eyes fluttered and were wide open with shock and grief. Kaien walked me to where Zero was. All injured with blood everywhe
Winter of Destiny pt 3 Those times that we had together back then; its coming back towards my memory. I don't want to remember them, it will hurt only more. I can remember, those times when I would offer my blood to him in order to keep the beast within him contain. The times when we shared and were next to each other. It hurts so much just by thinking about it. Even now, I know more then to think about any of that. It would only make me suffer more. He is different now. His eyes has changed through the year. I can tell just by the way he was acting around us. And yet, why am I holding onto the past? He has moved on but I have
Winter of Destiny pt 4 The being which stood in front of me, it wasn't the same. The look in her eyes, it wasn't normal. I can't get it out of my mind now. Even though I know we aren't the same anymore. We live in two different worlds now. A place where I live in, is to hunt vampires of all kind. A world where she lives in, is a place none other then to toy with people and their emotions in order to get of what they want. That are what vampires are and do. They are nothing but sad beings trap inside of a human body. They don't have feelings or anything of that level. And yet, somehow, I feel as though, I'm looking into the past. Even thou
Winter of Destiny pt 6Chapter 2 I thought I understood everything up to this point on. But something is telling me that, I did something wrong for the last past year. I keep on trying to figure out what it was. Was it me leaving the school grounds? No. Was it me being mean to Kaname for so long? No. Was it because I left so that I could protect the ones I care for? No. Then what? What was I struggling with? The past? Was it because I saw him the other day and couldn't tell Kaname about it? That look he was giving me, it wasn't normal. I couldn't decide on what to do when I saw him. It looked as though, he was confused as well. The way he was holding the Blood
Winter of Destiny pt 7 I woke up seeing as though the moon was rising high above the sky towards the window in my room. I took my hand as I covered my face with it from being blinded from the moon. It has been almost three days since I have seen her. Those eyes which look a upon me. It wasn't the same. Everything about her has changed. The girl who, I once held dear too, is long gone now. I sat up from my bed as I held the case in my hand. I held my head back as a handful of white pills began to fall from the case into my throat. I know its not the same as from getting blood from a real human. Human. I have promised myself and her t
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